One month since Ned's life as we knew it ended and the sorrow and deep pain hasn't lessened. I know what I have to do everyday - look at pictures, listen to his music, cry. It's not that I feel better after I do that, I just feel calmer or that I can breathe at least. This is one of those days that even though I am busy, I want and need to call everyone to check in and see how they are doing.
